First of all, it’s not nice to take pictures without sourcing them to the photographer. Which is doubly important because if you had you would have found the rest of Paul Wiggin’s photos of this sumatran tiger cub from the Chester Zoo and and used this one instead, which is objectively 10x better in every way
EL TIGRE ES PEQUEÑO Y GORDO Y ENOJADO
Adding more photos of this tiny and fat and aNGRY boi
i don’t know about y’all but this is MY post of the decade
They are sourced aren’t the dudes name is the bottom right hand corner and if your seeing it then google is freely available?
So I sort of lost focus of how to control myself on thursday night. I half broke up with my partner, then cut myself so deep that my hand went numb. After 10 hours in A&E/enhanced supervision I finally got to go home and rest.They kept asking me if I had any intention to self harm again and I kept saying “not at the moment” but I already feel like that has passed, I can feel that itch again already.
I went out friday night with some friends and had the best night I have had in long time, I had forgotten what it was like to be genuinely happy for a while and content inbetween. I don’t think I equipped to keep this up for many more years. I am just too tired.
So its been a good long while since I made this post a long while ago and I am now in a much better place. I still cut from time to time, and I’ve gained weight but it gets better and i always strive to remember that.
anyway progressive/restorative justice isn’t just for people who committed minor victimless crimes, it’s also for people who committed violent crimes you, personally, find morally reprehensible, that’s the whole fucking point and also why it’s difficult
I’m non-binary(AMAB) which tends to mean these kind of messages target me as well cus non-binary only applies when being positive it feels on the internet.
Anyhow, so I went out one night with some friends, my relationship at the time was going wellish, or so I thought though I was always anxious about it and the situation whenever my partner was around(he was coming down for christmas[his first because he was from a traditional Muslim family, he was much excite]). Now this anxiety expressed itself in getting incredibly drunk, and then as mentioned above cheating with one of the people out. The sex failed, far to drunk but it happened.
I felt awful, it destroyed me and when i told him(a few days later i didn’t want to ruin his christmas) it deeply wounded him and put us on the rocks premenantly after that. After I gave up drinking, i spent alot of time reflecting on what I had done and why and I spent the rest of the relationship trying to be the ideal partner. Six months later, i started a new job and moved house he broke up with me that day. During those six months any dispute was always settled by the phrase but i aren’t the one who cheated.
On reflection with distance and time, I know why I felt anxious, my ex was always adamant that i wasn’t good enough for him and driving that home in subtle ways while building me up in front of others, always a bit too controlling. Atleast after cheating on him I knew why I wasn’t mgood enough for him, it justified his actions towards me. He was abusive but i wasn’t equiped to understand that at the time and so whenever I had tried to explain my discomfort it had been used as something to silence me.
That being said it doesn’t excuse my actions and to this day I still when dating people disclose that I have cheated in the past before we start to date as I know thats a redline for people regardless. But I wrote this to try and show that sometimes people who cheat because they don’t know what else to do and at the end of it all, because they are human and stupid and make mistakes. I can’t forgive myself and I question the drive of people who do it over and over again. But like all things I think with some checks we may see the situation like all things isn’t clear cut
Tl:DR I cheated once because I was scared and didn’t know how to communicate this with anyone because I didn’t know why I was scared. People are stupid and they make mistakes.
[Edited: I missed a line and reformated cus tumblr on phone doesn’t do enters and such]
The Bachelor: Vietnam - Contestant confesses to another contestant
I made this to highlight Minh Thu’s bravery and that it happened at all, whatever the result, and I know a LOT of people had things to say, about how it was faked or how it was ruined for them when they found out Truc Nhu continued on the show.
The Rainbow Crusaders - not only am I into intellectual property theft, but I also like making my models as queer as possible and in honour of this day ( National coming out day ) I thought I could share my work in progress
every time I see the words “Tolkien ripoff” in reference to fantasy I laugh, because while there’s a lot of Tolkien ripoff in worldbuilding it almost never crops up in plot or theme or characterization
like
where are my stories about the decay of the world from the glory of days gone by?
where’s the motif of limb loss?
where’s the longing for the return of something worth following?
where are the bloodthirsty oaths that tear sanity to shreds?
where are the evil spirits who try and destroy the gods with steampunk V-1 buzz bombs (looking at you, The Lost Road)?
where’s my continent-wide dialectical shift ending in massive arguments over the proper pronunciation of a name? where’s my family drama centered around sparkly rocks? where are my dragons the size of mountain ranges?
Tolkienesque Fantasy™: there’s a quest, the elves are bitchy, the dwarves drink a lot, farm boy hero.
Tolkien’s Actual Writing: absolute power corrupts absolutely, a little bit of power corrupts a little, to what extent are people responsible for their actions? does God/the gods really answer our prayers? and pacifistic undertones.
Also actual Tolkien: The world is full of hope even in dark times. Kindness and friendship are what heroes are made of. Absolutely do not fuck with nature or you will regret it.
Also actual Tolkien: actual heroes are little people who band together because it is right, and because they must.
Actual Tolkien: write your spouse into the story as an Actual Demigoddess whose song can charm even the Big Bad and the Keeper of the Dead themselves. Write your best friend into the story as a longwinded shaggy tree who takes hours to get to the fucking point.
Actual Tolkien: a true leader values peace rather than war, and is identified by their ability to heal rather than fight. We are all essentially shaped and guided by the past, what was done and what stories we know of it. We are part of that great ongoing story. Despair is the enemy; hope is never foolish.
Our species has existed for over 200,000 years whilst the majority of our advancements have occurred in the last 200. It’s easy to forget that we owe our prosperity to those ancient ancestors who slowly learned and passed on their knowledge through generations who lived in far less comfort.
WOW THis so out of date and Yet here I am just typing a message saying its all useless rather than fixing it. I'm Ryan the blonde gay slag. I have recently removed most of this description because it bored me, if you wanted to know something ask away. Beyond that this blogs style is somewhat sporadic with my only continuing trait being my tag coming in various...
WOW THis so out of date and Yet here I am just typing a message saying its all useless rather than fixing it. I'm Ryan the blonde gay slag. I have recently removed most of this description because it bored me, if you wanted to know something ask away. Beyond that this blogs style is somewhat sporadic with my only continuing trait being my tag coming in various...
